world of our own =)

I'm so in love with him. his existence in my life somewhat makes me believe that there's love and happiness. he cheers me up most of the time. he colours up my life and im totally super energetic when he's with me =) power of love.lol sorry for being soo 'geli' about what i feel.teehee!

hmm its been a week after my second date with boyfie,yesh we're on long distance relationship and i will never thought this relationship would lasts for this long,for half year already yet i'll never get tired thinking of him every single effing moment >.<

He's from penang and im from AS. but now he's studying in johor and im still stuck in Kedah.all we can do is texting to one another and talking on phone before we hit the sack and wait until our next vacation,umm sort of our next date tho.Speaking about the 'date', my boyfie drove all the way from penang to my house to fetch me and met my family. well not the kind of 'meeting parent' session but umm asking my mom's permission to let me stay at his house for a few days.I used to lie at my parents before,for the very first date =/ i said i will stay at my friend's house and blablabla with all the stupid lies but seemed surreal. And honestly my mom and bro didnt like it at all, i mean with the suggestion that im going to sleep on his house,for them arent appropriate at all for a girl to stay at the guy's house.wtf and i phoned my sis to talk to my mom and convinced her that everything's gonna be alright. Mom finally said ok after my boyfie said he's gonna sleepover at my house next time. =S

The moment dating with boyfie was awesome.We did most of what other couples did rofl. watching movies in couple seat, walking by the seaside holding hands, went to amusement park riding on Ferris wheel and getting a glimpse on starry night while the soft breeze caressing my skin, he bought me heels and beg <3 if only i could spend all the time with him forever, alive, content and happy =) living in our own world.

I could still recall those sweet moments when he hugged me from the back to my surprise, kissed on my forehead saying goodnight before i went to bed. i felt as if i was the luckiest girl in the world.he treated me too good.somehow im afraid that i might owe him too much as what he had done all this while was for me.

I am blessed and grateful to have him in my life. As he said, " You're gonna be my first and only one" and im going to tell him the same way too. ILYSM! <3 till death do us part =)