random post

ah ha back to blogging mood. There's so many things going thru my mind when im doing nothing at home and thats the worst part as my thoughts start to overwhelm me. So, exactly one more month to go before im going back to Aimst, entering new stage of life, so called sophomore year i think coz i'll be touching all the real thick books mainly on scientific names and all the lab technologies,more and more experiments in the lab. YESH im going to be a degree student, biotech course =) idk why but im just getting excited about it >.< although it may be ten times harder than foundation studies but i think by now im already prepared to face all the adversities in the future. Besides, i really have to work my ass out to maintain cgpa at least 3.5, sounds tough but i need to get a scholarship for my degree. since im not from a rich family, financial probs always been a burden to my family. thinking back, i've made a wrong decision to further my studies in private uni. why would i never consider about doing form 6 before? its always been a bullshit stuff and makes me emo that i cant turn back for even once and i have to keep going on for the sake of future. and i dont believe in second chances which makes me push even harder to determine my future.