this is sucks......

i don't even know whether i treat her as a friend or whatever...i just hate her to be my friend though...but everyone said that i'm her besT friend and she's my best friend....fro all this while,i never really think that she is my BFF. FOR THE FIRST REASON,(sikit2 tak mahu cakap dengan dengan saya)apa pula......she keep hurting me like she never done that before...arghhhh. She is too much sensitive though...everytime when mention about pe,she put all the blame on me..hey,do u remember what you did to me last year..you are the one who want to be her friend.and you hurt me to the core..don't you ever forget that...pakat sama dengan chinese geng and abandoned me as what you promise to pe...this is simply disgusting thing ever happen in my life...WTF...and recently,at physics tuition time...i mentioned about something to myself not her..and she thought that im talkin about her...shit!!WTF...and yesterday,i told her that i'm not allow to access internet anymore and she said that she is angry and don't want to talk to me anymore..what the hell ??whats that all about?if she have the PMS rite now?

just a little scraps from what i feel....

I never thought i was so blind,
I can finally see the truth,
Its me for you.

I was too silly for this,
Cause its never gonna be the truth,
So far for me and you.

I never thought i am just caught in the middle,
Life is just a beautiful melody,
But the lyrics so far are just messed up.

I realize that i don't know where to go,
I can't do it all alone,
I have tried, but i don't know why

Maybe its too much, maybe its a lot,
To be something i am not,
I am just a fool out of love.