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Saturday, December 17, 2011

i hate myself

dang!! can u stop saying that im skinny? grrrrr i know ure being honest but for goddamn sake i understand myself wayyy better than u!! i know im being skinny and looks unhealthy but for sure thats not what i want to be coz im born to be this way u moron!! arghh i eat like normal people eat and of coz i live like normal people live. i dont drink, smoke or clubbing and im underweight with flat-chested. dear god, can u stop treating me like that? CNY is just around the corner and yet there's the same damn problem i face.CLOTHES CHOOSE ME instead of me choose nice nice clothes to fit my XS size. shytee!! my family keep saying im going to be fat when im fully grown up but Dear god,im already 19. am i still growing up?only god knows sigh.


today, i almost did nothing except whining about my period pain. and again god ar? y u did this to me? y u made me suffer almost every month? i need to study ler. y im born to be this WEAK? why? why? sigh i hate myself

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